April 6, 2021 11:28 Am
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So let’s fast forward to December 2020, right before the Holidays. My prayer list had grown from the Lord exponentially, as well as my own personnel one and I was still seeking Him and obeying that inner, still voice, what He was telling me to do. Whatever it asked and I would ask if it’s from God, it was nothing really crazy, just staying where He wanted me.
It was the week of Christmas when I was getting up for work early in the morning and I heard the Spirit talk to me. “ My son get up, the Father has a gift for you.” So I got up and went downstairs so I would not disturb my wife and 3 young children. I was told to sit, so I sat on the couch. Then the Spirit said, “Breathe in, take a deep breath and keep breathing in n out.“ So I did and when I did this it was no regular air. It was not air, the best way to describe it was like breathing in a vapor kinda like from a cool mist humidifier, but super clean and with no smell, something I had never experienced before ever. The Spirit said, “Speak.” So I spoke and out came a language that I had never heard before but I could understand because it came from my heart and mind. I was given a prayer language of my own and I sat and was in awe of what the Lord had just done and thank Him everyday for it. That vapor presence is with me all the time now.
So after I put my first message up on the site, a day or so later, the Spirit spoke to me while I was driving. “ My Son, I am changing some things with people on your prayer lists.” So I said ok and kept on driving. Now lately, as I have been praying, the Spirit would say, “Stop“ and tell me to take this one person and that person off the list. So I would test to see if it was not a lying spirit and ask, “Did Jesus Christ come as God, walk in the flesh, die for sins, resurrect and sit at the right hand of God? If I get an answer of yes, then I’ll listen. If not, then I’ll rebuke it and send to Jesus. Sometimes, I’m told right off the bat when Spirit says, ”My son, I am your God, Jesus Christ, My son, came in the flesh as God, walked the earth, taught what I wanted, died for your sins, resurrected and sits at My right side.” So I would obey. When I was praying for my children and was told to take one or two off, I got extremely upset and then said ok, I obeyed. Then a day went by and I put him back on the list and the Spirit spoke and said, “My son, what did I tell you? Take them off the list.” I was extremely upset over this and then stopped and said, “My God, who I trust, My Lord, what good is it then to pray for these people, especially my own children?“ The Spirit said, ”I am your God, you will do as you are told.” Now the Lord knew I was not happy and extremely hurt, but I obeyed. I continued on praying and the Spirit spoke to me, “My son, you can put your children back on your prayer list, I was testing your heart. I was testing you as to how much they truly mean to you, so I have listened, continue praying for them.“ I thanked God, the Father, Jesus for listening and allowing me to go on.
What I have learned is stay repentive, seek the Lord your God with all your heart, mind and soul and pray the same, read His Word and especially obey that inner still voice.
April 12, 2021. It is very beneficial that you have a high tolerance of pain. This has served you well. You have a high tolerance of other people’s strange personalities. You also have much patience with the hard events of life. What I do not want you to get into is a high tolerance of sin. When you find yourself tempted to do something not in line with My Word, put the brakes on immediately. Turn to Me. Resist the devil.
April 12, 2021. Age is really just a number. You’ve seen adults behave like children and children behave like adults. I encourage you to fully embrace that you are grownup in the belief. Though you will always need the nurturing milk of My Word, you have grown and now need more of the meat. It is high time for you to be spiritually mature and lead out like other mentors have done for you. I firmly believe in you. Believe in yourself. You are developed more than you realize.
April 12, 2021. I see someone walking a tight rope. There is a great fall beneath you if you trip. You have put yourself in peril and danger is ahead. STOP! Get off the rope and get to safety. You have been toying with sin and destruction is imminent if you don’t stop and go the opposite direction. You have flirted with this situation long enough. Sin feels good for a while but it always bites in the end.